just saw a tv show on mtv. i forgot what its called.. u knw like Growing Up Gotti.. everyday life things. urh! u get the picture. the one that i was watching was Gene Simmons; Family Jewls. this guy was the lead singer for the band called Kiss. on this episode, he just had a face lift. he was wrapped up and stuff. when he went back home, his daughter was just kindda disturbed by it. huh.. when she saw him, she just chat for a while and went to her room. she cried. i would too if i saw my dad like tat..

this is Gene Simmons

this was how he looked few days after surgery.. the had draining tubes under his skin in here to drain out the fluid. ick

and so gene went to check on his daughter.. i really liked this part. instead of dwelling on the fact that he's the one that's in the ugly after plastic surgery face, he comforted his daughter. he said aomething along the lines of, "you dont have to look at me if you dont want to. does it make u uncomfortable looking at me? then you dont have to.. but i just want to assure u that im not in pain." some other thing that i forgot. they showed all these home videos of when sophie, his daughter, was a kid all; how he taught her to ride a bike, when he cuddled her when she was a toddler.. it made me think of my own dad.





he'd always try to make time for me. he'd try his best to come pick me up from sch just so that i dont have to take the bus coz he thinks that it's not safe. when he cant pick me up, he'll ask my brother to. as much as u're starting to lose your temper these days, dad, i'll try my best to understand ur circumstances. i'll think back on those times when u stuck with all my tantrums and ridiculous demands when i feel like i cant take it anymore. how u've stayed loving me and gave me the best that u can give. thank you, pops. thank you for everything..