everytime i try to blog about a certain topic, there always seems to have a contradictory thought. it puts me off writing. i feel like im taking heavy loads these few days. cant really find a place for me to unload them coz its kindda really personal. it sucks, in a big way.

What happens when the path u take to the secret place is closed off? its covered and hidden. you cant see another way to go. or when you're just too darn egoistic to look for another way? sooner or later, you'll lose the pathway all together. in your mind, there'll be thick fogs where the path use to be. you wont be able to see. not one bit at all.