Im losing motivation to go to school. Everything is crap. Homework canteen food book checking. I feel like there's always work to be done and there's no escape. c'mon, im only 16 once.

Honestly, I dont think that having good grades is that important. Not right now when i want to be a bum for the rest of my life. Having good grades doesnt mean that you'll definitely succeed later on. A string of A's wont help you understand your spouse more or make you sell more insurance next time. You cant tell them, "Hey, I had straight 1A's for my SPM you better buy my insurance/tell me what you think now." Sounds stupid aint it? yea. Hell lot of good those A's did.

i do wish that school is a club. Without strict rules and deadlines. Thank God that im not stuck in those strict-er times. My creativity cells would surely be non-existant. I dont want to go to school for the sheer dread of work load.

When asked, what do you want in life? What would you answer? Some people say that they want to be this and that. Some wants to be a millionaire. Some, accountants. While a few others say that they want to succeed in life.

Good for you. You knw what you want.

However, how do you define 'succeed' or success? And what next after that level? What else do you want?