My Story

Well, this is one of the many chapters of my life.

If anyone had continually read my blog, then they most probably might have notice some of the minute changes throughout the year. My writing style, my contents. I try to be more real in my posts. I no longer want to censor out my faith in my blog. I've been a bit of a closet-Christian but Im finding a way out of this cocoon. I guess i can classify most of my posts to be of my thoughts. If people say that I have white hair because of thinking, then this blog might probably be one of the reasons. I like people to get thinking after reading what I have to write and not just having a laugh out of it.

Anyway, my story..

I've only started looking for Him myself this year when I started to get involved in cf. Before this, my passion and faith was fueled by accounts of others mostly by Jo. When we didnt hang out so often anymore, I started to dwindle and go downhill after awhile. So, I decided to go and build a relationship with Him like a really solid one. Rome wasnt build in one day, so does this. Its progressing slowly and thats how i like it.

Being a pudgy girl as I was growing up(and still am now, although with a better self-image), I have insecurity issues. I use to carry myself in ways to please others. I still remember when friends would ditch me in standard 4. Thankfully there was Fatimah Kudbuddin(?) back then:p Then, when in secondary I use to want fame and popularity so that I can boost my own ego but because God planned all those for another reason, all of it turned out pretty good. I enjoyed crazily fun experiences in form 1 and 2 but now is the time to focus on something else.

Hurmm..apparently my story is really short today:)