I slept at 6.30am last night. Or rather the last time i slept. Woke up at 10.30am and did not sleep until now. I feel so amazed. The last time i did this, my sleeping schedule went off the walls.

Came back from Kristy's just now. Thinktank/oneeighty's meeting. Never really knew that there was so many things behind the scenes. All the planning and publishing and goals. I guess that's one of the downsides of being just a spectator. You dont realize the effort thats been put into something. Im afraid that there'll be times when i wont go for meetings but i'll give it a try:)

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There's a operation that can make you grow taller. They break a bone in your leg and then streatch it so that new bone cells will grow and you'll be a few inches taller or you might lose the use of your legs.

No, im not considering the operation to make me taller.

Im just saying that sometimes you have to go through so kind of pain so that you will grow.

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I feel that I just need to reach out to this family but I dont know what to say or do. I dont have the courage.