honestly, i was feeling kindda left out before camp. i cant say that im over it. but i know its reducing. Happy Birthday AINI:)

During camp, i told my leader that i was very scared but i didnt tell her about what it was. it was about the upcoming bandcomp anyway.. she said whatever it was, theres nothing bigger than God. Mon Dieu. and yeah.. im kindda relax about the competition right now.. but that doesnt mean that i wont work hard:)


i've got to know much more ppl these few days.. especially the guys and also our pastor. i love to see the dudes worshiping God. seriously, i do. it just reminds me of the qualities that i want in my future hub. haha. but the few that just sits around doing, felt like smaking them..sigh.. they'll come around one day. "Draw near to Him and He will draw near to you" -James 4:8

normally theres so much that i'd want to share after camp but this time i feel different. as if theres still things that i have to find out for myself. still things to learn. confirmations to seek.