i learned a painful truth today. i supremely lost my apetite and felt my heart breaking. who am i to you if you dont even care about how i feel. instead, u ask for support to continue on with ur filthy habit by asking the truth to be hidden from me. u knw how i absolutely hate it. yet u continue on as an ignorant fool towards my feeling? you care more about what others think. im do not harbour anger towards that person, rather, it is you that so lavishly caught my attention.

i've played this situation in my mind before but i never thought that it'll come true. i thought that i could let it pass without any anger. but of course, im wrong. i thought you were special. i thought you were different. of course, im wrong. again.

save ur sorries. change ur habbit.