thoughts for the day

talked to fatin today..haha..dah lama tak bercakap2 dengan dia.. after talking to her, i felt i've cleared my head a lil.i've been thinking all this while but not actually sorting it out. its like solving maths equations. you've got all the formulas but you just didnt lay it out on the paper, that way you get nothing done.

thank God that i've realised that it wasnt all that serious. it was a mere thing. hardiharhar.

also, i've come to fully realise that i can control my feelings; that i no longer have to live thinking that i can never stop myself frm falling for someone. the honest truth is, i can. i really want the one that i can share everything with and he can help me to grow emotionally and mentally. i dont want anyone who will stump my growth.

i like what che'nelle(?) said, something along the lines of "you first have to be happy and the person that will come into ur life should add to ur happiness." i've got short term mmry loss. whoohh..i agree. i hate to see ppl, especially girls crying because of tat sumone sumone. not worth it la..

after countless advices and opinions frm various ppl over these few years, i know i am to wait. for what? so that it would taste like honey when the time is here. i've already got a good example form a fellow friend who's got a screwed relationship tat is so tangled up emotionally on the other party. haha..to you i bid the best. may you be free from it one day. haha. we've talked so much bout it that it was ever so much clearer to me that i should really really really get to know a person first before deciding to move up a notch. including their friends. haha.