sunstroke

nishihara marching band

go and check this out.. the last part is nice.

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headaches.

no. 1-
at cbn, we get all the good stuff.. ie, instructors. i guess we get too much of it. therefor, we do not appriciate. we take them for granted and think that they'll always be there. haha.. reality check! no, they're not always gonna be there with their nice patience and all. i can see that their patience is wearing thin. mr koh has already showed us that simple fact over a thousand times. why cant we learn frm it yet? grr.. yeah, including me as well. sometimes i hate myself for being so relaxed and carefree. when we screw up, thats when we realise that it is too late to do anything else but to wait for the next chance. however, when that unfortunate chance comes again, we make the same mistakes all over again.

whats the use?

i guess im just starting to agree with the idea of closing band for a few years.

no. 2-
i suck at being a section leader. im underqualified to be one. in the begining, it sounded exciting. me? being a leader in form 3? i know God put me here for a reason but i just cant figure out what it is. i need guidance, Lord. im dumb at times. i cant see whats the best for my team. im blind and deaf. im sorry if i would be the one who hinders percussion's progress.



God, if im doing the right thing, i need support and encouragements. always.
amen.