we had sukantara today.. am so gald to have it over with:)

as usual, didnt pass anything but lontar peluru.. haha.. but this year it just seems so different.. it didnt seem so important whether i pass or not. the only thing that matter was that i tried and with every try, i pray a little prayer that God will help me through. im putting my faith in Him.

now, as i think back..who else but Him knows what im going through? who else knows the fear that i have for the next few months but Him? who else but Him knows my future?

then, as i was sitting there with hanan and rye, watching the budak petang buat their sukantara, nothing much mattered. i know i dont have to worry.. even if we dont get anything this year, we'd at lease have the satisfaction of trying.